Hi. Okay I shall blog about stuff and come to a conclusion. So I would be processing my thought as I type. Therefore it might not be understandable. Okay here it goes. So when I said yesterday that I really wanted to forget about it, I really meant it. But today when I saw what I saw, my heart started racing, I felt a tingling feeling inside, and my hand felt cold. After that I kept on thinking of the same thing. Throughout the whole day. But now it got better lol. So what does it mean? It must mean important if not it wont keep popping up. But I just feel that I really don't want this to be one-sided. It's torture. So I really wanna forget about it and move on. But it's really hard. Taking into consideration that I will keep on getting reminded about it. Every single day. I just have to think about the negative points. But I just can't. Okay. So I might still feel that way, but it's not worth it. I bet it would NOT last anyway. Plus the feelings not mutual. So I shall therefore forget abt it. Hais. I just envy her and him. They have this mutual feeling towards each other. Even if they don't admit it. Lol... >.<