hehehe~ this song is just awesome~ and the way they sing and dance to it, ahhh~ hahaha. i skipped remedial today~ hoo-rah!! haha and mr mutalib was nice enough to let me off~ hehehe but i am kinda feeling unwelll... guess the flu bug caught me a little late>.< lol

hmm... nowadays, i dont really think abt stuff anymore. emo stuff, that is. i feel like it just distracts me from reality. what is happening now and what is going to happen in the future should be our main focus. we should not just cling on to the past.its just wrong. i feel that we have to move on, even when things hurt. A HELL LOT. so just keep ranting, and the feeling goes away somehow. although before i seelp i might still think about it, about nice scenes that act out in my head... i still think it is impossible for it to really happen to me in real life, and that i was just living in a fantasy. but now its long gone. i shall just focus on the future. the future is unpredictable. but isnt that the fun part of it all~

if you want things to go your way, you have to work real hard for it to actually happen. if you just cling on to the past, you will never heal~
if you are affected by something that happened a long time ago, you should fix it. there must be some kind of psychological barrier that is blocking you, refraining you from actually successfully advancing forward. if you want to, and i really mean the strong flames of desire, you should just forgive and forget.

like i always tell myself, hating a person just takes too much energy. wont you have a lesser stressed life if you didnt have something that could be corrected there?

with that behaviour of yours, i really dont feel like going. seriously. if everything is our fault, then the earthquakes in Myanmar and Japan are caused by our gigantic failure? and the ozone depletion is caused by our lack of discipline? haha~ it sounds funny when its phrased like that... but face it. people have flaws. if no one have a flaw, the person would rust as soon as it goes into the pouring rain. you know why? that person is a robot. human err. all the time. what we can stop or prevent is the negative path after the failure. why can you jsut take the harder path that is less smooth, but in the end, when you reach the nice sunset rainbow valley all that pain and effort was worth it. and you look back, thinking that the decisions that you made were all worth it, and the pains that you felt through this process was all paid off when you see the perfect scenery?

Think about it.