Thursday, 31 March 2011



hehehe~ this song is just awesome~ and the way they sing and dance to it, ahhh~ hahaha. i skipped remedial today~ hoo-rah!! haha and mr mutalib was nice enough to let me off~ hehehe but i am kinda feeling unwelll... guess the flu bug caught me a little late>.< lol

hmm... nowadays, i dont really think abt stuff anymore. emo stuff, that is. i feel like it just distracts me from reality. what is happening now and what is going to happen in the future should be our main focus. we should not just cling on to the past.its just wrong. i feel that we have to move on, even when things hurt. A HELL LOT. so just keep ranting, and the feeling goes away somehow. although before i seelp i might still think about it, about nice scenes that act out in my head... i still think it is impossible for it to really happen to me in real life, and that i was just living in a fantasy. but now its long gone. i shall just focus on the future. the future is unpredictable. but isnt that the fun part of it all~

if you want things to go your way, you have to work real hard for it to actually happen. if you just cling on to the past, you will never heal~
if you are affected by something that happened a long time ago, you should fix it. there must be some kind of psychological barrier that is blocking you, refraining you from actually successfully advancing forward. if you want to, and i really mean the strong flames of desire, you should just forgive and forget.

like i always tell myself, hating a person just takes too much energy. wont you have a lesser stressed life if you didnt have something that could be corrected there?

with that behaviour of yours, i really dont feel like going. seriously. if everything is our fault, then the earthquakes in Myanmar and Japan are caused by our gigantic failure? and the ozone depletion is caused by our lack of discipline? haha~ it sounds funny when its phrased like that... but face it. people have flaws. if no one have a flaw, the person would rust as soon as it goes into the pouring rain. you know why? that person is a robot. human err. all the time. what we can stop or prevent is the negative path after the failure. why can you jsut take the harder path that is less smooth, but in the end, when you reach the nice sunset rainbow valley all that pain and effort was worth it. and you look back, thinking that the decisions that you made were all worth it, and the pains that you felt through this process was all paid off when you see the perfect scenery?

Think about it.

Wednesday, 30 March 2011

난 스쿠었 매있스 ㅋㅋㅋ

Hi~ I am back to blog again hahaha. Okay. So as you can see from the title, I will be mentioning my squadmates throughout this post. Lol. Okay.
What I can observe nowadays is that some of my squadmates are still delinquent in the way they think. Maybe it's just their personally views but I feel that after hearing whatever that they said, it's kinda unfair. Well. The main( okay maybe not main lol but...) problem in my squad is text messages. People are so interested to see what we messaged, who we messaged, and then the whole topic of conversation would be on that. Lol. I personally think that messaging is just fine. But I don't like to message too much cos I don't wanna waste money lol. So. Fo example. Meida didn't have to steal my phone. And I shouldn't have stolen hers. We both have mutual trust between us. But once we did that, the trust slowly disappeared. However, I still DO NOT REMEMBER WHATEVER I HAVE SEEN SO DON'T QUESTION ME ANYMORE LOL. okay then as for Meida... We lol she is one year older than me lol. Stealing my phone was just plain childish>.< lol~^^. Haahha. As for my other squadmates, hmm .... A word of advice: don't take what you see on the outside to be what the person really is on the inside hahaha okay I shall go check if the agenda is out~^^
안녕~^^

Saturday, 26 March 2011

Hi. Okay I shall blog about stuff and come to a conclusion. So I would be processing my thought as I type. Therefore it might not be understandable. Okay here it goes. So when I said yesterday that I really wanted to forget about it, I really meant it. But today when I saw what I saw, my heart started racing, I felt a tingling feeling inside, and my hand felt cold. After that I kept on thinking of the same thing. Throughout the whole day. But now it got better lol. So what does it mean? It must mean important if not it wont keep popping up. But I just feel that I really don't want this to be one-sided. It's torture. So I really wanna forget about it and move on. But it's really hard. Taking into consideration that I will keep on getting reminded about it. Every single day. I just have to think about the negative points. But I just can't. Okay. So I might still feel that way, but it's not worth it. I bet it would NOT last anyway. Plus the feelings not mutual. So I shall therefore forget abt it. Hais. I just envy her and him. They have this mutual feeling towards each other. Even if they don't admit it. Lol... >.<





Maybe I'm wrong
You decide
Shoulda been strong
Yet I lied
Nobody gets me like you
Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant
There was no friend to compare to
There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing I'm sure of
That I know how I feel about you

Can we bring yesterday back around
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I've let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

I'll bet it takes one more chance
Don't let our next kiss be our last
I'm outta my mind just to show you
I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
Cause I know how I feel about you

Can we bring yesterday back around
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I've let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

Not a day passed me by
Not a day passed me by
When I don't think about you
And no moving on
Cause I know you're the one
And I can't be without you

Can we bring yesterday back around
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I've let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

Can we bring yesterday back around
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I've let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

And I know how I feel about you now
Yea I know how I feel about you now

Thursday, 24 March 2011

Wednesday, 23 March 2011

Okay. Haha so before this I posted some song lyrics. Yeah haha it's by avril. Haha the songs are awesome~^^ okay so after chatting this Sidra abt personal stuff, she made it clear somewhat to me lol. okay so she calls one guy a playboy, the other a geek and the last one. .. Lol she said weird stuff abt the last one. Sadi that he likes me LOL I do t really see any relations to the topic at hand man!!! Anyway right. Nowadays I have been talking to Isaac. Lol he is the first guy that tries to continue the conversation. Haha so cute~ usually I have to super spam guys before the convo comes alive again hahaha. He's funny~^^ okay. So... Hmm haha I don't really know what to blog... Lol okay today was epic. I experienced many life changing scenarios. You know when these things happen it just changes your mindset of people. I really can't... Comprehend the situation now. Oh gosh. Complications. Anyway the good thing is that I found out that music is my drug. Whenever I feel sad I listen to the radio and I feel better afterthat. When I feel confused, music makes thugs clear to me haha. I'm a really weird person tee hee. Oh right!! Ma'am ruthie and ma'am deneice visited us today haha they were awesome~^^ yay I still like ma'am deneice haha that charismatic aura that she has~^^. Anyway, I <3 english music more now for some reason. Haha but it makes me happyXD but it's extremely vulgar haha. No one should ever talk abt abs within a 100 m distance from me. If not I will go back to the slump mode I was in a few days ago. Yeah and Sidra had to happily mention his name. You know what. She is right abt one thing. He is a playboy who plays with ppls feelings. But too bad I feel attracted to him and feel that he looks totally hot. Especially when he wore glasses on Saturday. This I'd not the ahem lol its the cuter more hot one hahaha

Oak shall go now haha hope you know more abt my love life after reading LOL bb~^^

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you it's not like that at all

There's a girl
Who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You're always there you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn Damn Damn
What I'd do to have you
Here here here
I wish you were here.
Damn Damn Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near near near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss
Lyrics provided by http://www.kovideo.net/
Source - http://www.kovideo.net/wish-you-were-here-lyrics-avril-lavigne-1221407.html

All those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You're always there you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn Damn Damn
What I'd do to have you
Here here here
I wish you were here.
Damn Damn Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near near near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn Damn Damn
What I'd do to have you
Here here here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn Damn Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near near near
I wish you were here.

Damn Damn Damn
What I'd do to have you
Here here here
I wish you were here.
Damn Damn Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near near near
I wish you were here.

La la
La la la la
La la
La la la la
I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that’s not why I love you
And I, I like the way
You’re such a star
But that’s not why I love you
Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?
[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you
La la
La la la la
La la
La la la la
I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that’s not why I love you
And how you keep your cool
When I am complicated
But that’s not why I love you
http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/avril-lavigne-i-love-you-lyrics.html
Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?
[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
And I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you
Yeah – Oh.
Oh.
Even though we didn’t make it through
I am always here for you
You
Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?
[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you
La la
La la la la (oh oh)
La la
La la la la (That’s why I love you)
La la
La la la la (oh oh)
La la
La la la la (That’s why I love you)

a clear description...

Tuesday, 22 March 2011


hahaha awesome Im awesome song~ out to all those who are ego!~~

Monday, 21 March 2011




Maybe I'm wrong
You decide
Shoulda been strong
Yet I lied
Nobody gets me like you
Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant
There was no friend to compare to
There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing I'm sure of
That I know how I feel about you

[Chorus]
Can we bring yesterday back around
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I've let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

I'll bet it takes one more chance
Don't let our next kiss be our last
I'm outta my mind just to show you
I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
Cause I know how I feel about you

[Chorus]

Not a day passed me by
Not a day passed me by
When I don't think about you
And no moving on
Cause I know you're the one
And I can't be without you

[Chorus] (x2)

And I know how I feel about you now
Yea I know how I feel about you now

Sunday, 20 March 2011

PARTY ROCK ANTHEM




Lmafao new album coming soon
Sorry for party rocking
Yea bitch

PARTY ROCK
YEA
Wooo!
LETS GO!

Party rock is in the house tonight
Everybody just have a good time
And we gonna make you lose your mind
Everybody just have a good time [X2]

We just wanna see yaa!

Shake That!

In the club party rock look up on your girl
She on my jock non stop when we in the spot
Booty move away like she on the block
What the track I gots to know
Top jeans tattoo cause I'm rock and roll
Half black half white diamino
Gane the money out the door

Yoooo!
I'm runnin through these hoes like drano
I got that devilish flow rock and roll no halo
We party rock yea! that's the crew that I'm reppin
On the rise to the top no led in our zeppelin
Hey!
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/l/lmfao/party_rock_anthem.html ]
Party rock is in the house tonight
Everybody just have a good time
And we gonna make you lose your mind
Everybody just have a good time [X2]

We just wanna see yaa!

Everyday I'm shuffeling

Shuffeling shuffeling

Step up fast and be the first girl to make me throw this cash
We get money don't be mad now stop hateing is bad

One more shot for us
Another round
Please fill up my cup
Don't mess around
We just wanna see
You shake it now
Now you wanna be
Your naked now

Get up get down put your hands up to the sound [X3]
Put your hands up to the sound [X2]
Get up [X9]
Put your hands up to the sound
To the sound
Put your hands up! [X2]

Party rock is in the house tonight
Everybody just have a good time
And we gonna make you lose your mind
Everybody just have a good good good time

Ohhhhh! Ohhhhhh! Ohhhhhh! Ohhh




LOL epic song hahaha~~
when the duck walked up to the lemonade stand and asked... GOT ANY GRAPES ~



THEN HE WADLED AWAY, TILL THE VERY NEXT DAY~~



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Friday, 18 March 2011




Here is an English translation of the voiceover exchange between the two reporters in the clip (translation courtesy of Toshiyuki Kitamura):
We are in Arahama area. Looks like there is a dog. There is a dog. He looks tired and dirty. He must have been caught in the tsunami. He looks very dirty.
He has a collar. He must be someone's pet. He has a silver collar. He is shaking. He seems very afraid.
Oh, there is another dog. I wonder if he is dead.
Where?
Right there. There is another dog right next to the one sitting down. He is not moving. I wonder. I wonder if he is alright.
The dog is protecting him.
Yes. He is protecting the dog. That is why he did not want us to approach them. He was trying to keep us at bay.
I can't watch this. This is a very difficult to watch.
Oh. Look. He is moving. He is alive. I am so happy to see that he is alive.
Yes! Yes! He is alive.
He looks to be weakened. We need to them to be rescued soon. We really want them rescued soon.
Oh good. He's getting up.
It is amazing how they survived the tremendous earthquake and tsunami. It's just amazing that they survived through this all.

these are moments in life that we have to wait for someone. and you know that it will all be worthwhile, taking care of the injured pet/person that you know. this is called compassion and loyalty. i wonder why people in this world have so much free time to do unnecessary stuff, like making fun of people, bullying people and hating people... life is really too short for you to do those things. enjoy your life while you can. but don't regret what you have done, because what's done is done. you can never go back in time to fix it. treasure what you have right now...