Yay~ finally got myself to blog again:) I had a h2h talk with a guy a few days ago~ and I finally understand a lot of things. I can finally understand and see things from their side haha. So to say~ it's really fascinating man~ but I really am thankful that he actually let me rant out my feelings~ he too told me how he felt~^^ nowadays, I really can't help but think if someone has ever thought of me for at least 1 minute before. Had ever been in their mind before. I wanna have that happen. Hehe. Instead of me pining for that someone, I want someone to have that for me. So nice:) haha. I don't want to be the one to start to conversation all the time. Sometimes I just wish others would. Yeah... Just waiting for the day...