Sunday, 24 April 2011

Long time...

Haha hai~ I'm blogging again after so long>.< but I have to blog fast and go to sleep soon cos tmr is the ss paper!! OMG so nervous!! Haha hope I don't fail. I really don't wanna end up in remedial again hahaha. Hmm. Yay I finally got myself to choreograph the dance~ it's gonna be faster than my previous dance. But it's by Britney spears too lol hahaha tis year is her year for me man~ gonna use props>.< haha hope they like the choreography though. Lol. But the thing is I don't really wanna go to the campfire. Lets just say there is bad blood between me and some dudes there currently. Hais. Haha and I haven't learnt the dance yet. Meida nvr teach me.>.< gosh I'm screwed. Hahaha but I will make our schools performance the best one of the night~ Holla hahahaha okay I shall stop now bb~^^



Sunday, 17 April 2011

what do you think?~



hi~ hahaha im finally blogging again~ whoots!^^ haha imma happy person~ wheee~
lol im like some psycho person~ LOL okay hhahahahmm...i kinda have LOTS to say... but i dont know if its gonna come out in wirds haha~some may be sound effects >.<

okay soooo.... IM TREASURER and EXTERNAL PROGRAM COORDINATOR for red cross~ hehehe being the epc sure is hard and complicated... i gotta do lots of planning etc~ luckily got ax and melissa's help~ my english exam was on friday... and the compo topic was FACEBOOK hahaha so i wrote that compo, but i think i just killed myself...>,<

well... life has so far been alright... its just that i dont know how to study for chinese...>.< plus i have 2.4 on wednesday... although i know i am gonna pass this time... i dont wanna run again... so boring... hahaha~

Any idiot can face a crisis - it's day to day living that wears you out.
Anton Chekhov

Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact.
William James

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
Buddha

~.~

shall go off now and study>.< hahhaha bb~

Friday, 15 April 2011




Monday, 11 April 2011

Farewell

Yay~ heheh farewell was awesome~! we had such an awesome time with the ma'ams haha I remember the first night, after we went back to the toa payoh from the tuition centre, we(me and ax) took neoprints haha>.< then after that the 6 of us: me, Pauline, Shar yuen, Meida, Ai Xin and Yu Mei watched rio hahaha~ it was super funny man! After the movie we walked back to the chalet then I decided to go for a walk... Haha then Meida joined me. I wasn't expecting to go for a long time but haha we stayed until 5.30 in the morning. XD wad we talked about and sang about was epic haha~ that was the only time I actually said things without even really thinking if what I said was actually appropriate. Lol. This was like the only time I had ever talked to Meida so seriously and free-and-easy-ly before lol. We knew that the direct thing would only last for a short time:) but we sang our hearts out hahaha xD when we got bac to the chalet Yu Mei was already awake. By 6.30 we left the chalet to go to the beach. We didn't sleep btw. I was with Pauline and Shar yuen when we were at the beach while the others went to macs. Haha that was my EmO state hahaha. Then I asked Shar and pau to go back to the chalet first while I msged someone. Then I was so emo-ly walking back to the chalet, while playing with my phone I heard Meida haha I was seriously surprised. I didn't know she would come and find me HAHAAHHAHAHA~ XD omg I stopped blogging to nap for a while but I slept until 5.39 in the morning... Haha epic lol. Yay on the bus now... Lol. But I'm not done with the post haha okay. My don't forget the lyrics station was seriously damn fail man!!! Hahahah hmm. Now I don't know wad to say hahaha shall stop here haha bb~^^

Thursday, 7 April 2011

When you're in love
Everything feels like it goes your way
And when you're in love
Everyday feels like the perfect day
And I hope that I feel this way forever
Hope that it's me and you together
And I don't wanna waste another moment
It's just me and you girl
And cupid has done it again.

Chorus:
Got my head spinning around and around and around
And again here we go
Got my head spinning around and around and around.

I don't know
Where I would be if it wasn't for you
But one thing's for sure
I'm so glad that I don't have to be without you
So I hope that I feel this way forever
And I hope that it's me and you together yeah
And I don't wanna waste another moment
It's just me and you girl
And cupid has done it again.

Chorus:
Got my head spinning around and around and around
And again here we go
Got my head spinning around and around and around.

It's just me and you girl
And cupid has done it again
Got my head spinning around and around and around
And again here we go
Got my head spinning around and around and around.

Sunday, 3 April 2011

Lol okay. I'm blogging again. Weee~^^. Hahaha lol. Okay truthfully speaking, I wish you were here. I wish that there is a person I can share all my pain with. A person that I can lean on and trust. A person who gives me security. I really need someone right now. But it seems that it's not gonna go right for me.

Maybe it's just too early to think about it.
If you already have it, treasure it. If you don't, you shouldn't discriminate it. The way you tell me about it, the wAy you say that she is over her head right now, got me thinking and assuming that you are an Ass. I have no idea why you are reacting this way. Seriously. K. I need someone I can relate to. She needs someone she can relate to. I try really hard. Really hard to help her with any means possible. But when you do that. It pisses her off and that makes my life worse. Don't you think that you should be more of an angel than a bitch? Huh? Seriously. She is currently at a point where she really needs our support and by doing so, you are not helping her. If you continue teasing her, seriously nothing will work out in the end. So what if she text messages. So what if she hides her phone from us. So what if she doesn't let you see who she is texting. Must you care so much? Huh? After watching glee. How Santana turned out to be a lesbian, I have been seriously thinking about your behavior. I think that if you continue doing that it will make things all worse. You hug her, tease her and emo in front of her. This gives me the feeling that you are trying to get her attention. It ain't so pretty. And you. You are just so bloody paranoid. Everythig also have to bother. Everything you also have to know. And every single thing you will think until so complicated. You must get attention to yourself. You must get the credit for doing such stuff. Yeah you made people cry before but you have never replied to their cries. You just hate them more. You think that you will be the chairperson. Thats what you told me. Well. I can't tell you for sure but you don't have to manipulate everything that you know such that It all leads to you bring chairperson. Yeah that's about it. What I wanted to say.

I wish you were here. We can relive what we went through 4 years ago. We can look out for each other. I really wish you came back. I wanna crap with you. I wanna reminisce the times we had together. You were by far the best best friend I had ever had. And you still are.

Now with all the back stabbing, it's really hard to find your best friend. It's extremely hard. I want you to realize that, it doesnt mean that you are my best friend even though you have been through a lot with me. No one has ever stood up for me ever since primary school. I think that the basics of a best friend is that you have to stand up for one another. If you are being bullied. I would help you. If I were bullied. You woul help me. We will have the best times of our lives doing things I have never thought of doing. Together with you. I miss you terribly. I want you to come back. I need someone right now. But no one seems to really care. This is what secondary school life is about. What you didn't expect.

Best friends would not talk bad about each other behind Their backs. They would say it in their Faces and not feel angry. I just wanna have some one I can rely on. It's a really simple request. But it's nearly impossible to have it fulfilled.

0330

나 아직도 너를 지울 수 없어
na ajikdo noreul jiul su obso
자꾸자꾸 니가 생각나
jakkujakku niga senggangna
니가 너무 보고 싶어
niga nomu bogo sipo
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어
bamse hansumdo jal su obso
내 맘 창문을 두드리는 빗소리
ne mam changmuneul dudeurineun bissori
니가 떠나 버린 그자리
niga ttona borin geujari
너무나도 그리워서
nomunado geuriwoso
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어 난
bamse hansumdo jal su obso nan

빗길 비켜 지나가는 너의 뒷 모습 / 아무 것도 할 수 없는 나는 거듭
bitgil bikyo jinaganeun noye dwit moseup / amu gotdo hal su omneun naneun godeup
해서 매일 난 또 후회를 해 미안해 / 기도해 I want you to be back
heso meil nan tto huhwereul he mianhe / gidohe I want you to be back
I can't 견딜 수 없어 네가 / 없는 하루니까 참을 수 없어 눈가에 눈물 흘러 내가
I can't gyondil su obso nega / omneun harunikka chameul su obso nun-gae nunmul heullo nega
again 너를 잊을 수 있을까 / 언제까지 나는 이럴까
again noreul ijeul su isseulkka / onjekkaji naneun irolkka

나 아직도 너를 지울 수 없어
na ajikdo noreul jiul su obso
자꾸자꾸 니가 생각나
jakkujakku niga senggangna
니가 너무 보고 싶어
niga nomu bogo sipo
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어
bamse hansumdo jal su obso
내 맘 창문을 두드리는 빗소리
ne mam changmuneul dudeurineun bissori
니가 떠나 버린 그자리
niga ttona borin geujari
너무나도 그리워서
nomunado geuriwoso
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어 난
bamse hansumdo jal su obso nan

오 이런 오늘밤도 오늘밤도 Her
o iron oneulbamdo oneulbamdo Her

밤새 너만 생각해 나는 잘 수 없어 / why did i turn on this love show
bamse noman senggakhe naneun jal su obso / why did i turn on this love show
너와 나의 사인 멀어졌어 / 내가 이 사랑의 하인이었어
nowa naye sain morojyosso / nega i sarang-eui hainiosso

Why did we fight 우린 왜 이랬는데
Why did we fight urin we irenneunde
Did you lose the sight 우린 사랑했는데
Did you lose the sight urin saranghenneunde
내가 왜 이 순간 멈춰 있는데 바보야 내가 필요한 건 바로 너야
nega we i sun-gan momchwo inneunde baboya nega piryohan gon baro noya

어깨가 축 늘어져 있는 너 / 한숨만 땅 꺼지게 쉬는 너
okkega chuk neurojyo inneun no / hansumman ttang kkojige swineun no
답답한 가슴만 탕탕 치는 너 / 두손 모아 하늘에게 기도 하는 너
dapdaphan gaseumman tangtang chineun no / duson moa haneurege gido haneun no
일거라고 모습이 나는 상상이 가 / 우리 다 잊자 지우자 나쁜 기억들을 다
ilgorago moseubi naneun sangsangi ga / uri da itja jiuja nappeun giokdeureul da
(I'm sorry) 너가 어떨지 알아 / 미안하단 말 밖에 할 수 없는 나
(I'm sorry) noga ottolji ara / mianhadan mal bakke hal su omneun na

나 아직도 너를 지울 수 없어
na ajikdo noreul jiul su obso
자꾸자꾸 니가 생각나
jakkujakku niga senggangna
니가 너무 보고 싶어
niga nomu bogo sipo
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어
bamse hansumdo jal su obso
내 맘 창문을 두드리는 빗소리
ne mam changmuneul dudeurineun bissori
니가 떠나 버린 그자리
niga ttona borin geujari
너무나도 그리워서
nomunado geuriwoso
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어 난
bamse hansumdo jal su obso nan

오 이런 오늘밤도 오늘밤도 Her
o iron oneulbamdo oneulbamdo Her


















some of the) Girl dictionary

"Whatever": (used after a fight) I'm too mad or upset to talk to you.

"Taylor Swift" : (popular singer)
She writes songs about her feelings; she makes us feel like we're not alone.

"Thingy" : (name of object)
The name we say when we can't remember something's real name.

"I guess I like him" : (said out loud)
I totally like him!

"I'm bored" : (used in a text message)
I was thinking about you, and want to talk to you.


"I'm fine" : (said out loud)
I am about to cry my f***ing eyes out.



OMG THIS IS BLOODY TRUE:;D HAHAHAHAHA