Stay with me, baby stay with me
Tonight, don't leave me alone
Walk with me
Come and walk with me
To the edge of all we've ever known
I can see you there with the city lights
Forteenth floor pale blue eyes
I can breathe you in
Two shadows standing by the bedroom door
You know I could not want you more
Then I did right then
As our heads leaned in

well I'm not sure what this going to be
But with my eyes clentched all I see
Is the sky line through the window
The moon above you and the streets below
Hold my breath as you're moving in
Taste your lips and feel your skin
When the time comes
Baby don’t run, just kiss me slowly

Stay with me, baby stay with me
Tonight, don't leave me alone (me alone)
She shows everything she used to know
Picture frame and country roads
When days were long, and the world was small
She stood by has it fell apart
Seperate rooms and broken hearts
But I won't be the one to let you go
Ohhhh

I'm not sure what this going to be
But with my eyes clentched all I see
Is the sky line through the window
The moon above you and the streets below
Hold my breath as you're moving in
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Taste your lips and feel your skin
When the time comes
Baby don’t run, just kiss me slowly

Don't run away....
And it's hard to love again
When the only way it's been
When the only love you knew
Just walked away.
It gets something that you want
Darling you don't have to run
You don't have to go

Just Stay with me, baby stay with me
Well I'm not sure what this is going to be
But with my eyes closed all I see
Is the sky line through the window
The moon above you and the streets below
Hold my breath as you're moving in
Taste your lips and feel your skin
When the time comes
Baby don’t run just kiss me slowly

I'm not sure where this is going to go
But in this moment all I know
Is the sky line through the window
The moon above you and the streets below
Hold my breath as you're moving in
Taste your lips and feel your skin
When the time comes baby
Don’t run just kiss me slowly

Complicated.

Wow. It has been a really long time since I've blogged. But my life has just gotten so much more complicated. If I had to list down all of them, 10 minutes won't be enough. Okay main problem. I think I'm going insane here. I'm doing things I know I shouldn't do. And no, they're not illegal. I regret it once I do it. But before I just keep on thinking about it. And it bugs me till I really go nuts. Yeah so I don't think I have that one person to tell now since EOYs are coming at breakneck speed, and everyone's busy studying. So yeah. I shall emo at a corner and tell spongebob. I think I somehow admire the people who stay in America. Generally Americans. No, not because of the economic instability, but because of the freedom to do what they want to do. And how nice it'll be if I can actually escape to there, even if it's just for one month. It'll make me happy at least. Think I'll be able to forget some stuff. So yeah. Shant blog anymore xD <--- wow first emoticon. Okay goodnight.

He's got more swagger than you :D

hahaha~ I'm officially married~ to Sidra~ Wheee!~ saranghae heheheh. life is good nowadays~ for all the papers that i have gotten back so far, i passed:D and... lifes just awesome like that hahaha~

hi~ its been a long time. :D i had a nice moment on the bus today. I was looking out of the window, and stared at the clouds. I wondered why the clouds can float there in the sky, so free,no worries. I wondered how it can change from nice fluffy white clouds, to dark stormy ones. What makes these changes? of course, its the amount water that condenses and joined to that specific cloud. Humans are like clouds. People are like clouds. We can choose to either believe in things, or we can think it had ever happened before. But has one ever stopped to think, " what if this happened? why didnt this happen? why must it happen to me? why doesnt this happen to me? why does it happen to them? are people forever biased? Are there really no circumstances where everybody would gain from it? I realised that we should just live at the standard pace, that is one with no worries and no stress nor expectations. that DEFINITELY would increase the life of oneself. But obviously, life isnt that simple. What we really need is for people to really understand the concept of living well. there is no specific meaning to the word "well". It is what you really think. its how you define yourself. you decide what is you want, what you go through, what you say to people etc. It all boils down to the decisions one make. whatever you decide is a tile added to the road you are gonna walk through for the rest of your life. If you have places the tiles on the wrong route for a long time, you wouldn't have that much time to go back to where you went wrong and tile the right road. So why not make the right decisions? Why not? Because what you decide is not what you might like in future, but what you think is the most applicable at the situation at hand. SO you may make the wrong decisions. So think about your path in life before tiling your path of life. Tile it with not regrets.

Just hug me onceD:

I need u (I need)
I want u (I want)
I luv u (I luv)

Hug me only once
Smile only once
Feel it only once
Smile only once
Once, once, once, once
Hug me just once
Hug me once

When you hug me once
You’ll know my heart is beating
My heart is here beating
faster than the clock

The whole world can hear
the sound of my heart thump thump
Why are you the only one who can’t hear it?
Come a little closer
Listen to my heart

Like a sweet whipping cream
infiltrating softly for you
(Kiss me your love for me)
What can I do about something so sweet and sour?
I like you so much

Hug me only once
Smile only once
Feel it only once
Smile only once
Once, once, once, once
Hug me just once
Hug me once

Wait for a moment
I’m going to shake this up
I can only imagine
my heart in the sky

Because of you I can’t do anything
except thinking about you tonight again
Everyday I think about U
Everynight I wanna with U

What can I do? What can I really do about it?
I keep wanting to see you
(Honey, don’t tease me)
Where is my love?
Because of you I’m really going crazy

Hug me only once
Smile only once
Feel it only once
Smile only once
Once, once, once, once
Hug me just once
Hug me once

lalala lalalala lalala lalalala
I wanna be ur luver
I wanna be ur luver
I wanna be ur luver

Covered with tears
Painful tears
are flowing and flowing
Trying to reach you
I need you
I need you
I need you

Hug me only once
Smile only once
Feel it only once
Smile only once
Once, once, once, once
Hug me just once
Hug me once

Hug me only once
Smile only once
Feel it only once
Smile only once
Once, once, once, once
Hug me just once
Hug me once

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Champagne Showers

YO~ haha i am blogging very... un-often now haha~ OMG i have no more time to do anything! CAs in week 5, EOY exams in week 3 next term!! I am screwed. So i officially unactivated my facebook account. Hopefully that works!! hehe although i would miss talking to some people there... what the heck:D im gonna reactivate it for the September Holidays but deactivate it again when school reopens! HOPE I WONT BE SO SCREWED THIS SEMESTER!!!!!!!!

hehehe awesome song!!! 

Beef Tuesday:D:D

HAHA. i only have one thing to say about the title: PASTAMANIA <3
okay. So tooday there was footdrill. Yeah i suck at footdrill, but it was nice talking to the juniors today hehehe~ also, i tried to make fatin realise how little time she has left the choreograph the dance :D can't wait to see ma E3 buddies again hahaha~ but we damn busy>.< cant really fit in to our schedules.... sad.... hmm... so i decided to use a very BOOM song haha ffor the dance:D just wait~ it will be awesome!!~

Yay~ finally got myself to blog again:) I had a h2h talk with a guy a few days ago~ and I finally understand a lot of things. I can finally understand and see things from their side haha. So to say~ it's really fascinating man~ but I really am thankful that he actually let me rant out my feelings~ he too told me how he felt~^^ nowadays, I really can't help but think if someone has ever thought of me for at least 1 minute before. Had ever been in their mind before. I wanna have that happen. Hehe. Instead of me pining for that someone, I want someone to have that for me. So nice:) haha. I don't want to be the one to start to conversation all the time. Sometimes I just wish others would. Yeah... Just waiting for the day...

what happened to me...?

NOTHING HAPPENED TO ME!~ haha i just went awol for awhile cos i didnt know what to blog about:D but now i have~ wheeee~ EHL camp was so awesome:D met so many awesome friends!!~ I.E sec 1, darryl, etcetc:D:D i totally dont regret going!! maybe partly cos its my first time going with pau and shar to rc hq events~ hope i can take part in these events in future~!!

haha hi:D nowadays i get bored easily... lol dont know why:D then... yay i finished 2 books:D hehe i got 4 more to go... then i am gonna go buy more books to read~ i can take advantage of the june holidays to read all the books:D hehehe so fun~~

Regrets

The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
I can't help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

I totally love rolling in the deep:) hehe. Many regrets stay with us for the rest of our lives. Regrets are not worth harping over. But once in awhile, when I do so happen to come across you. You will die under my hands. I swear to god. You caused me so much pain; agony. You will feel how I felt.

My life so far haha

biggest lies a girl will tell;
1. I love your outfit!
2. I hate him.
3. I don't like anyone...
4. I'm not mad at you.
5. I finished my homework.
6. I don't care what you think of me.
7. I don't want to be popular.
8. I love my life!
9. I feel sick, I can't go to school...
10. NO, REALLY, I'M FINE.


Hahaha hi~
So how has life been so far for you~ must have been fun huh~ hahaha I decided to go for dance classes~ hehe but obviously I am not gonna go alone~ I'm getting Daphne to go tgt with me hehehe. Lol. So. Yeah... It still bothers me. Maybe I can't accept it cos I have finally gotten closer and if I see them, I guess this whole trust will fall apart. I just can't accept it somehow. Lol. So don't try to change my mind about it. By the way. It's abt one of the ppl in my school haha. Hmm. Yeah. So. Lol. Blogging cos I can't really sleep and stuff. But heck it. Lol. Haha it's so weird. Meida and I are exchanging letters~ lol even though I see her in school lol~^^

Hais nothing else to blog abt alr lol shall go now bb

Hahah hi~ lol today was so funXD had a small bonding session with Nicole ax and Meida~ lol. But now I feel so EMO haha donno why. Like when we were going around Singapore I was reminiscing the past and stuff, then just 10-15minutes ago I went back to thinking about my primary school friend. Wow. Seriously. Hais it's so sad seriously. I donno why oso haha. I thought of the time we went to Chinatown for some learning journey thing, and we kinda sneaked off. Haha then we went to but matching keychains and stuff~ and she had the same phone as me and we bought the same key chain~ I kinda still remember what she told me. She was the one who could tell if I was sad or really upset about something by just looking into my eyes. Lol. And she was the only person who ever stood up for me. Ever. In my whole entire life. Seriously. Hais. But no point thinking about it lol i bet she doesn't miss me at all. Lallaala whatever shall just forget about it.

Long time...

Haha hai~ I'm blogging again after so long>.< but I have to blog fast and go to sleep soon cos tmr is the ss paper!! OMG so nervous!! Haha hope I don't fail. I really don't wanna end up in remedial again hahaha. Hmm. Yay I finally got myself to choreograph the dance~ it's gonna be faster than my previous dance. But it's by Britney spears too lol hahaha tis year is her year for me man~ gonna use props>.< haha hope they like the choreography though. Lol. But the thing is I don't really wanna go to the campfire. Lets just say there is bad blood between me and some dudes there currently. Hais. Haha and I haven't learnt the dance yet. Meida nvr teach me.>.< gosh I'm screwed. Hahaha but I will make our schools performance the best one of the night~ Holla hahahaha okay I shall stop now bb~^^

what do you think?~

hi~ hahaha im finally blogging again~ whoots!^^ haha imma happy person~ wheee~
lol im like some psycho person~ LOL okay hhahahahmm...i kinda have LOTS to say... but i dont know if its gonna come out in wirds haha~some may be sound effects >.<

okay soooo.... IM TREASURER and EXTERNAL PROGRAM COORDINATOR for red cross~ hehehe being the epc sure is hard and complicated... i gotta do lots of planning etc~ luckily got ax and melissa's help~ my english exam was on friday... and the compo topic was FACEBOOK hahaha so i wrote that compo, but i think i just killed myself...>,<

well... life has so far been alright... its just that i dont know how to study for chinese...>.< plus i have 2.4 on wednesday... although i know i am gonna pass this time... i dont wanna run again... so boring... hahaha~

Any idiot can face a crisis - it's day to day living that wears you out.
Anton Chekhov

Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact.
William James

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
Buddha

~.~
shall go off now and study>.< hahhaha bb~

Farewell

Yay~ heheh farewell was awesome~! we had such an awesome time with the ma'ams haha I remember the first night, after we went back to the toa payoh from the tuition centre, we(me and ax) took neoprints haha>.< then after that the 6 of us: me, Pauline, Shar yuen, Meida, Ai Xin and Yu Mei watched rio hahaha~ it was super funny man! After the movie we walked back to the chalet then I decided to go for a walk... Haha then Meida joined me. I wasn't expecting to go for a long time but haha we stayed until 5.30 in the morning. XD wad we talked about and sang about was epic haha~ that was the only time I actually said things without even really thinking if what I said was actually appropriate. Lol. This was like the only time I had ever talked to Meida so seriously and free-and-easy-ly before lol. We knew that the direct thing would only last for a short time:) but we sang our hearts out hahaha xD when we got bac to the chalet Yu Mei was already awake. By 6.30 we left the chalet to go to the beach. We didn't sleep btw. I was with Pauline and Shar yuen when we were at the beach while the others went to macs. Haha that was my EmO state hahaha. Then I asked Shar and pau to go back to the chalet first while I msged someone. Then I was so emo-ly walking back to the chalet, while playing with my phone I heard Meida haha I was seriously surprised. I didn't know she would come and find me HAHAAHHAHAHA~ XD omg I stopped blogging to nap for a while but I slept until 5.39 in the morning... Haha epic lol. Yay on the bus now... Lol. But I'm not done with the post haha okay. My don't forget the lyrics station was seriously damn fail man!!! Hahahah hmm. Now I don't know wad to say hahaha shall stop here haha bb~^^

When you're in love
Everything feels like it goes your way
And when you're in love
Everyday feels like the perfect day
And I hope that I feel this way forever
Hope that it's me and you together
And I don't wanna waste another moment
It's just me and you girl
And cupid has done it again.

Chorus:
Got my head spinning around and around and around
And again here we go
Got my head spinning around and around and around.

I don't know
Where I would be if it wasn't for you
But one thing's for sure
I'm so glad that I don't have to be without you
So I hope that I feel this way forever
And I hope that it's me and you together yeah
And I don't wanna waste another moment
It's just me and you girl
And cupid has done it again.

Chorus:
Got my head spinning around and around and around
And again here we go
Got my head spinning around and around and around.

It's just me and you girl
And cupid has done it again
Got my head spinning around and around and around
And again here we go
Got my head spinning around and around and around.