what happened to me on the 29/09/10

feeling quite good toay, other than the fact im am sleepy. maybe i am gonna sleep.. hmm... haha

Stress

여러분 안녕~ 내가, 너무 너무 스트레스. 진자! 유키스 컴백 너무 기다리요!~ 유키스 오빠 화이팅! 파이팅!아자!아자!
미스 아에(?) 누나 성 추아! ㅋㅋㅋ
난, 헐리대, 너무 기다리에요!
한국아, 눈 너무 에포!
사랑은, 프래푸 키스, 진자.
야!
가인 이, 사랑 주세요!
애익삼으, 백좀막좀에 칠십점~
나, 행복이 !!!
스아인스, 너무 피고가 ~
그래...
안녕히개세요!

what happened to me on the 27/09/10

i did many things today~ hhehehe i started of with bio revision, then i went on to completing the 3 mock papers, then i coninued to complete the 1st chapter of geog. i wanna complete 2 chpts todae, so 1 more to go! hwaiting!!!~

what happened to yours truly on 26/09/10

don't noe if i had said this before, but google chrome is so awesome!~ hahaha~
i feel like i should skip watching all kbs world shows until after fyes. pops in seoul is definitely a MUST! haha today i have awesomely studied half of the bio syllabus!~ haha... anyway, to fatin, i will keep my promise. but i have a condition!~ haha i will only do it on the special occasion!~ haha currently killing lots of stuff. trees, brain cells, and water haha~ you cant actually kill water, but. ANYWAYS, i had fun going to my mothers shop today, then to marine parade, then to parkway aprade. saw and heard a bunch of koreans ~ LOL and im eating kimchi now. okay. weird. whatever haha~ gonna go now cos i think i have nothing else to blog about?
yeorobun annyeong!~

Reality. Really, just sucks to the core

난 청말 미안해. 청말. 난, 돈 없어. The loneliness; no one there for you when you are in trouble. This is what caused clinically depressed people. This is why life is never always fair.

sad...

omo episode seven is so super sad man... she left the house... but all the things that she do will still be related to seungjo one way or another... he obviously likes her... her was SAD to let her go... haha analysing this episode; like helping me with my infering skills for history and literature... but still sad...

...

i never understood you. although you were the one who was first enthu and wrote everything you wanted to do. now just because i am already on the compute doesnt mean that you can just dump everything on me. think about it. not saying that you are wrong or anything. just think about it

Bucket list

Todae was a kinda good day. I really feel like getting more experiences n life, no matter what I am going to do. Those who read my blog may think that I am 'love-sick', but what the hell. Isnt it normal for someone to feel this way. I just feel lonely now and then. And when I watch dramas, I feel lost. There are sooooooooo many things I really wanna do. Anyway, I shall list it out now since it's advertisement.
My bucket list:
• I want to meet xander at least 5 more times in really life.
I wanna hug hyukkie
I wanna ride a rollercoaster with my friends
I wanna have a truth session with my friends
I wanna go to all places around the world.
I wanna sit on a hotair balloon
I wanna earn at least 1000000 dollars by 30 yrs old.
I wanna meet my soul mate by the time I finish earning my million milestone
I wanna learn dance
I wanna major in something that can contribute to the earth~
I wanna have loyal friends
I want to have awesome grades
I want to have non-stressful jrs
I want to make life worthwhile for the people I care abt
I want to start being brave
I want to converse in fluent Korean
I want to meet up with my pri sch besties
I want a acting husband
I want to have a good figure
I want to grow two cm taller
I want to have an awesome hair style
I want to date at least 3 people, unless I found the one haha
I want to get a present that is unexpected
I want people to wish me happy birthday
I want to sarcastically comment ppl who don't repect me~

There is definitely more. I shall add on. Soon~

spazzing post! beware~ muahaha part 3~

another good thing about baek sung jo~ during the second episode, he actually saved oh hani form looking at a perevert~ how sweet can that be~~~

my true feelings and DEEP thoughts~

i just heart episode 4 man~ so awesome muahahah~ i just loves the way he actually save her... hope i can experience that one day. i have been thinking lately, that i shouldnt die with regrets, so i shoul live life to the fullest; not miss out anything. well i am gonna face my fears and sit a rollercoaster ride with my squaddies soon~ hehe~ anyway... life is just short. if you want to describe it in one word. if you carry on with life, living in fear or anxiety, or even hate, we will live to regret it. then what was the sole purpose of you living in the first place? you would wanna go kill yourself somewhere if this actually happens...so i suggest for all you people who actually read my blog to go out and clear the air. what ever you have been misjudged for, you should confront it. if you wanna do something, why not do it now/ if you wanna get something, why not try to get it? rather than waiting for the apple to fall from the tree....so i wish whoever reads my blog, juveniles and minors alike: face your fears. do things like there is no more tomorrow for you to do it. you should get people's forgiveness if you offended someone, one way or another. you should apologise if you were in the wrong. you should thank the people arond you who have made your life full of fun and laughter. you should confess to someone if you have an ulterior moive. who knows what is going to happen the next day anyway? there are no such things as an accurately predicted outcome for tomorrow. what if something actually happens to you? would you enk=joy living to regret it? would you enjoy leaning your loved ones behind in a state of pain and sorrow? so i suggest you start doing things on your 'bucket list', before things turn to the worst and you will regret it, cos most probably you would not be able to fix it.

하루

안녕하세요. I feel really greived right about now. Who the hell cares about what's gonna happen tomorrow. Shouldnt we live each day to the fullest? Shouldnt we all be treated rightfully? I guess I wanna experience that too. The feeling of someone watching you from far, just to protect you from any danger. I guess I wanna experience anticipating each day, just to see your face. This isn't embarrassing to think about. I bet all of you do. I just want a strong, beating tall 남자. 나븐 남자 아니구요. 사랑한다 뭐야? 난 사랑 잇다 요? 아이구 친자...

spazzing post! beware~ muahaha part 2~

haha in my opinion, she should have just let him kiss her at the part where they were lying in the bed... this way things would progress faster, haha. but the point is the kiss was a 'playful kiss'~

spazzing post! beware~ muahaha

baek sung jo seems like he likes oh hani, but he cant express himself...lol but he still kissed her, which proves almost everything right!~ hehe they kinda look good tgt~ i heart the subbing team man~ they sub the videos so fast! wed and thu is the broadcast, and the subtitled version will be ready by saturday. omg right! you guys should watch. after exams. haha. there is no more hope for me... i am already obsessed... bei ta de wei xiao mi zhu le.....~i mean, he obviously doesnt look like the type to just kiss random poepole right? anyway, i really like this character in this drama...난너무추와백승조~
' the feelings i had for you... you made me the target of ridicule infront of those kids. i was getting revenge. i want to quit now. i dont want to like you anymore.'
' can you do that?'
'i can! baek sung jo, your temper; i've figured out how tiring it is. with graduation, my crush will also come to an end. im going to stop.'
' you're going to forget me?'
'yes. i'm gonna forget someone like you, and at college i'll meet someone...'
' then try to forget me'
then he kisses her! omg man
he seems like he is sad that she actually said that to him... cos after this, he doesnt talk to her much... and gives her the cold shoulder...
as the episodes progress, i find that baek sung jo really likes oh hani alot, cos he actually put her before his brother. as in, her brother and oh hani were both drwoning, but he went to save her. actually, he likes her right? omg he always gives that smile when she does something ridiculous, and sometimes when he is anrey with her, he just lets it go. doesnt this prove the POWER OF LOVE? muahaha ok weird... i wanna experience it too... the feeling of getting something i like... where my heart will be racing, and it feels like heaven when it approaches you... i think that baek  sung jo is just fragile on the inside, although he shows a strong front. cos when he wished the couple, he looked depressed... he even does things that he usually wouldnt do, FOR HER! and another thing, when she said that joon gu is smart too, cos he can cook well( sungjo said that cooking is done by smart people,) he exploded. Jealous much? haha it is so obvious that he likes her la~

moshitta~

awesome episode!~

i am in a sad mood now. and confused. i feel like a doll being fought over by some juvinile children. either way, i will break... so what is the use of even trying to stop this? nothing will come of it. whats broken is broken. just now, eli said the most stupidest thing would be to regret what you did, but i am, still. why?

you got me under control
내 맘은 네 맘대로
멋대로 갖고 논 Feeling feeling
너에겐 사랑은 game 나에게 사랑은 pain
내 눈을 바라봐 feel me feel me now

주위엔 없잖아 나보다 나은
나 만큼 남자다운
You better catch me now
너만 바라보는데 미칠 것만 같은데
We gotta get get down

If you and me 하나가 될 수 있다면
상상만으로도 girl 가슴이 벅찬걸
If you can be my girl 이 세상을 다 줄께
Girl girl girl girl girl I do adore

You gotta know I’m fallin in love
난 너라는 세상에 빠져있어
you gotta know 한 순간도 너 없인 살수 없어
cuz I know we better together

뜨거운 내 맘은 fire 널 데려가 높이 higher
얼음 같은 맘을 녹여줄께 burn burn burn
They call me se se se se7en
넌 나에 he he he heaven
아무데도 가지마 내 곁에 stay
주위엔 없잖아 너보다 나은 너만큼 섹시한
I better do some- do something
너만 바라보는데 미칠 것만 같은데
We gotta get get down

If you and me 하나가 될 수 있다면
상상만으로도 girl 가슴이 벅찬걸
If you can be my girl 이 세상을 다 줄께
Girl girl girl girl girl I do adore

You gotta know I’m fallin in love
난 너라는 세상에 빠져있어
you gotta know
한 순간도 너 없인 살 수 없어
cuz I know we better together

Hey u know we better together
Gotta gotta get it together
u know we better together
We we we gotta make it forever

너만을 기다리면서 또 하루가 저물어 오늘도 yeah~
너도 내 맘과 같다면 날 받아줘 u gotta know baby

You gotta know
I’m fallin in love
그 누구도 널 대신 할 수 없어
you gotta know
한 순간도 너 없인 살 수 없어
cuz I know we better together

You gotta know I’m fallin in love
난 너라는 세상에 빠져있어
you gotta know
한 순간도 너 없인 살 수 없어
cuz I know we better together

awesome song, this is muahahaha.~ today the lessons were fine actually, cos i actually listened to most of em, and understood more hahah~ anyway nth else to blog... i shall continue with digesting first before i attempt to sleep~

hihi today was another good day; other than the fact that i had ebglish today... still dont like that guy... today he made us do an essay, but gave us the whole storyline, and i was like wth-ing haha~ somehow, he gets on my nerves easily~ hehehe~ too bad for him~ muahaha. anyway, did sickbay today, after a ling time~ hehe felt quite relieved for some reason today... i kinda like mrs chua more now muahaha shes nice~ the thing is that i cannot print her notes-.- i need em tmr!~ haha i shall try to FIX the stupid printer myself. it has died on me ever since god knows when~ hmm... yesterday i couldnt sleep cos my sister was next to me... that was kinda irritating cos she kept on kicking meO.o. lets see.. today only meida gave me a bdae present~ kumawo~ dongsaeng panmal yiah~ muahaha okay so i passed my korean class~ i got 100~ awesome! the dictionary is weird, but the cert is really daebak!i am gonna have my eoys soon... after that i plan to organise a personalised 2d1n~ haha the games are awesome~ haha so now i am really bored listening to boom boom pow. the mini is oni 150 haha shorty~ and she got 61 marks for her maths. awesome right. haha okay being really bored now~ i think i am going to stop for now~ xander oppa hwaiting!~

끝

Type O:
Type O's are outgoing, and very social. They are initiators, although they don't always finish what they start. Creative and popular, they love to be the center of attention and appear very self confident.

Type A:
While outwardly calm, they have such high standards (perfectionists) that they tend to be balls of nerves on the inside. Type A's are the most artistic of the blood groups. They can be shy, are conscientious, trustworthy, and sensitive.

Type B:
Goal oriented and strong minded, type B's will start a task and continue it until completed, and completed well. Type B's are the individualists of the blood group categories and find their own way in life.

Type AB:
Type AB's are the split personalities of the blood groups. They can be both outgoing and shy, confident and timid. While responsible, too much responsibility will cause a problem. They are trustworthy and like to help others.

Compatability by Blood Groups:
A is most compatible with A and AB

B is most compatible with B and AB

AB is most compatible with AB, B, A and O

O is most compatible with O, and AB


haha told you i am interested about bloodtypes~ btw im an AB. you?

haha its my birthday today... haha but im bored... nowadays i am into se7ens song for some reason O.o haha anyway... on my birthday, there was these weird dudes from sheryls church who came to my house to give me this random brochure, and i was for the SEPTEMBER 11 accident haha the tower thingy~ i was like, what...-.- when i saw it but anyway, kinda happy with my presents now... but my grandma is angry with my cos i hid her tv remote... she la anyhow go and beat my dog...-.- haha anyway gonna be bored at home now~ bb~ ps i tot yesterday there was ghost whisperer but it is todae haha epic fail~ yoreobun annyeon~( you can see hoe far my laziness goes to type in romanji~)

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Typing Test

Awesome dream~

Hhahah shall tell you ppl abt the dream I had. Ok. We were going for SFA at some random school in our rcu, but Fatin didn't wear cos she didn't bring it~ then while we were on the train I remembered that I left my iPod in school and i was like, "damn!" habahah then we were walking to the school and was gong to do theory in the hall. That's the end of the first dream~ the second one was the best!!! I was walkin then suddenly Xander appeared, and he was talking to me. Then at some point of time we said the same thing together, so I said jinx you owe me a soda as a reflex ahhaha. The e said fine. Then he went back to Korea, but left me his email. So I sent him an email reminding him of the soda. He said he will be back in SG soon, so I msn-Ed him( hotmail acc was given I suppose). So I webcam-ed him. When we were webcaming, suddenly Kevin came along and discussed smth with Alexander. Hr said smth like," you just go there, come back when you are done" so he came over to SG. He bought me a soda but he suddenly fainted. I asked the other ukiss members to block the crowd and call 995. Haha then I started doing the CPR process. After 3-4 cycles, he started coughing so I did a secondary survey on him(LOL). Then he was alright to stand up, so he did and we started talking again. But the thing is, we said so many things at the same time that he owed me so many sodas. So I changed the subject of the phrase to a 보 보~ haha. So he did surprisingly and we continued talking until I woke up HAHAHAHA. Epic dream right~

feeling down these days??? watch this~ really cracks me up~ haha u can create your own too~ hehehe

http://theuglydance.com/?v=zzpfcwjfizf

천만번 사랑해 is such a nice drama~ hahah i find it nice~ the protagonist is so pityful... made me think of certain things... anyway, i kinda like G.NA now. i mean both her songs impress me, and she is one of the emcees for the M wave~ haha love it~ i havent blogged in a while so i will have many things to blog about. i shall use this place to vent me anger~~~~~~~ ok here it goes.
venting anger part 1: in school now i have this teacher whom i cant stand. so bloody irritating. he looks like an elf, and the way he dresses is just DISGUSTING. what is up with the improportions of his body structure? his head so small then his shoulders so broad... I FEEL PITY FOR HIS FIANCEE. thats right. the elf is getting married. wow. good luck to them man.
venthing anger part 2: the bloody delinquents are so unrespectful. arent they supposed to be good ones that respect and not go against us? they can even give some face to us, and treat us with no respect at all? what is this? this is the reason why i got a punching bag at home. i imagine their faces on the bag and i punch as hard as i can. haha. too bad for them if they become disfigured.
venting anger part 3: why must i get so low for my term 3 results? i wonder as i stare with squinted eyes towards the teachers laughing in the canteen area. thats right. i AM staring. got a problem with me? tell the principal!
ok i shouldnt torture you anymore with these rantings so annyeong~