annyeong...
today was such a disappointing day man, cos i woke up at 2 and went at 5AM but still could not make it. that is so bloddy irritating la i just hate it that we had to stay there for 6 hrs plus to realise that it was time to go home. we were bloddy squashed wherever we went. it is exactly like going to chinatown on the eve of chinese new year to buy last minute stuff! amira and i were like mad ppl roaming around, and we almost went home when we heard that there was no chance to get in... the wrst was when we got a chance to get in, they have already left the building! what crap is that? then many ppl were shoving the signed albums into our faces, and at that moment i felt like tearing it up. i would not want to buy it from them, cos getting form them personally would be better! i was. am. still. are. have been awake for 17 hours now! oh emm gee! i feel damned pissed i could not go in la!

annyeong~
hey guys...i still am unsure if i should go to the fan-sign tomorrow... so confusing:( can someone help me decide??? because according to ax dongsaeng, the SHINee oppas look so aweome.. so should i go?
annyeong...

annyeonghasseyo... ok i havent been updating for awhile now... cos i have been really tired reccently, having all these practices and all, plus waking up early every morning, plus studying for the tests so it has been a very stressful week. I have sworn to myself never to say all the singlish words until camps is over. i will never say ya for a very long time from now:) hahaha so, what to do now???
annyeong~

annyeonghasseyo~ naneun ricole imida! shinee oppa, supuh junioh oppa, beast oppa chuasoh~ eunhyuk oppa saranghaeyeo~ squad 59, unnis dongsaengs, saranghaeyeo~meida unni, nicole ong donsaeng pabok nega! ok ireally like going online looking at the korean videos with english subs! i can really learn many phrases!:) so now my mood is really good, cos the freaking camp is finally over! i am so happy. that ________ _______ is pissing me off, even after i showed her some concern! what an _______! ok i am nvr gonna talk to her or about her anymore! i am so hyper now, but anyways icole see unni asked my to buy her suju photobook, which i am humbly considering to do... should i or should i not?...
annyeonghasseyeo~

annyeonghasseyo~
todae was an awesome day! i played many games.. but the game mentors were kinda unclear. the whole theme for it was TEAMWORK... the things that guy jay said was so inspiring:) he told us that we need to accept everyones flaws and difference if we want to be friends. this could be applied to our squad all the time! but anyhow, ours is a more serious problem so cant apply this knowledge... my dongsaengs and unnis were damn touching today. we had this activity where we had to write each others thoughts about each other on a respective piece of paper. i wrote on others, and in turn they wrote on mine. when the activity ended, i received my paper full of colourful markers, and slowly read it. then a maroon 5 song started playing, and the mood just fell in  to place. i started to tear un-noticibly... the the whole place went havoc man! everyone started running around, searching for their friends, and started hugging each other. i hugged amira, dvd, fatin, meida, and all of my other classmates. what they wrote was just so damn touching. to all my unnis and dongsaengs who were looking out for me, kumasumida! i really love you guys a lot! you ppl always make me feel better when i am feeling down, and i just want u to know that i will always be there for you if you need a shoulder to cry on, or just to spill out your thoughts. unni, dongsaengs---saranghaminda! kumasumidah!
Annyeong~

상큼 pet
시크도도 pet
귀염둥이감직pet
섹시pet
애교생이pet
ㅅ스마일pet~
 so cute these guys~ hahaha especially yeoseob...LOL
ma'am thank you for trying to help our squad bond together ma'am. ma'am i know you need not have done that, but you still did, and for that i thank you ma'am.
the freaking squad is geting worse i tell u.
ok
i am getting awkward with yu mei... BTW yu mei, i didnt mean what you think i meant on tuesday. Miane if i had offneded you...
i am getting a little awkward with meida... mianhamida noona! i didnt really mean for you to get so pissed with me... i will not irritate you ever again!:)
nicole is getting awkward with me because everytime i talk to her she makes me choke! LOL so funny the things she say:)Noona, geureoke modeunge da man mna hani?
hm... fatin is alright with me~ hahaha 2PM hwaiting!
hmm... ax as well! Dongseng, hwaiting!
Dongsengs HWAITING!~
hahaha to you too unni meida!시끄라위!
ok my opinion is that we should not really avoid daph, cos we will be in the same squad, like it or not. so for 3 year! same squadmates! so cant we just at least have a very calm conversation? or just at least say hi to each other when you see the opposite party? at least try to make the relationships with the rest of the squadmates better! i mean u dont really have to like her to talk to her! you can just smile and say hi to her! that way the rest wouls feel less awkward.
oh yeah... xue yao sunbaenim sangil chuka hamida on getting it! hahaha
for those ppl who are always arrogant, and proud, and think that you are on top of the world,
Nega mun dae?!니가면대?!
시끄라위!
if you have these traits then그람맞아요!나 죄송???
oh one last thing. happy belated bdae to yang yeoseob~
hyeongseng, you look so awesomely like eunhyuk! Cool~

Negah Mun dae? that is the question i have been dying to ask! so can you just give me a straight answer? you have been showing two side of you to me, and i am in a state of confusion now. who do you think you are to do that to people who treat you nice anyway? do you think that you are that great? that you are superior to others? well, for your info, the answer is NO!

annyeonghasseyo~
life has been fine, thus far... but i am going crazy! Mystery, mystery... it is going on in my head, over and over again! i cant really concentrate, but i can manage to finish my homework. Today i cooked breakfast and lunch. Breakfast was a success, but lunch is such a disappointment. I burnt the pot, and the chao-ta black substance cant come out!oh my god...that was my fravourite pot somemore... (sad) ok now i think i am into BEAST is the B2ST, which makes me a B2UTY! hahaha and and ELF...LOL
gtg now
ANNYEONGHASSEYO~

annyeong hasseyo~ the project is going better than expected! the first day of school was awesome~ i got 2 presents for amira! koomawo chingu~ the eunhyuk and chocolate was awesome! kamsamida!:) hahaha i am assistant treasurer for my class~ quite awesome can count$$$ LOL ok now i am learning dances from amira for intrest~ very funn man pumping and shoulder swaying~well, my friends are still having this war and i think yu mei hates me. Seriously. SHE HATES ME!
i actually dont really want her to learn the dance cos...well, she is an attention seeker and well i dont quite like hat. She is kinda rude to me too. this offends me, which proves that i am not close to her at all. cos if i really accepted her i would accept her rudeness, like meida towards me. Daphne is really working hard. she is suffering because of one silly mistake that she made! i know i know she has her flaws, but dont we all? some have rude senseless offnesive attention seeker squeezer hater type of flaws but cant we just accept people for who they are? i am one of them actually. when she is walking at the back and when i am walking with two of my friends in front, she would push me and squeeze into the coversation! Honestly, I HATE THAT ALOT!

i am done rattling out my problems now~
ANNYEONG~